My Best Friend's Wedding!

A few days ago, my best friend got married.

I still don't feel that she's married, & neither does she! It seems like I still can call her whenever I can, & talk about guys & stuff, but no not anymore! She's married now, things will never be the same.

I'm so happy for her, don't get me wrong, but I'm gonna miss her. I'm gonna miss our spontaneous chitchats, & our calls that last for hours & hours. I'm gonna miss the fact that she was single, just like me! Now, we're one common thing short.

But I hope she won't change completely. & I know she won't. There are some parts of us will never change, no matter how we change.

A Prosecutor Mind

A lot of people might know that I am an ex-Law student. A lot don't know why, but I'm not here to say why, or how. Because I'm really sick of everyone misjudging me for a quitter. As if I quit on purpose! Anyways, I do want to finish & have a Law degree, not for the audience! But for me. Yes, I do not wish to work in that field, but I want to have the degree for my own personal ego.

However, if I was to work in that field, I'd like to be a prosecutor. I've always felt, when crimes are involved (esp murders & sexual crimes), that I have a prosecutor mind. Who wants to defend a murderer? Who wants to defend a rapist? A child molester?? Even, crimes concerning money & trust. Crimes are crimes, no matter how big or small. They're simply WRONG.

Now, I know, you might say, but they are innocent people out there? Yes, there are. But how often do u find one?? Most of the accused people, are guilty as if there's no tomorrow! I really hate it when famous lawyers defend murderers & rapists! & for what? For reducing a few years? Or even worse, setting them free to recommit their crimes!

True it's their legal right, everyone accused of anything against the law must have someone to defend them, well it's not gonna be me!

Anyone, who might know me personally would think that I can't be a defence lawyer. Wrong, I can. But I don't want to.

When anyone close to me have a fight, get angry, needs to be defended, I step to the occasion whenever I see injustice shining like the bright sunny day. I wouldn't tolerate it. Even though, I tend to show neutralism, but I wouldn't bare injustice when it see it, esp when it concerns me, my family or friends.

However, when it comes to true criminals, I only have my prosecutor mind!

Self Discovery, anyone?

Last night, I started a survey about my self. I know It's weird, but It's really important to me. I'm in a phase where I want to see what I think about me, & compare it to what others perceive about me. I want to know what characteristics might apply to me, good or bad (with emphasis on the bad ones!), so that I can improve myself, & try to fix the bad qualities.

I used to never care much about people's opinions of me, but in recent years, I've discovered that it's a bit important, & can really lighten up your thoughts & days!

My goal is to ask people in four categories: First, there's family, then best friends/friends, colleagues, and finally total strangers.

Might sound strange, but people do that quite often without them thinking. They do take self quizzes, don't they? Well, what's better than surveying people to know more about yourself? I think it's really important.